开始做题!

从今天开始,每周4套真题,一篇作文,还有一个多月就要考托福了。
今天做了一套,居然听力错了11个,气死我了。
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We won a football game.

Today’s noon, there was a friendly football game between 2005 automation and 2004 electronic info. As the middle back guard of our team, I took full time on field, and we got 3:0 finally, a big success.

Although I had passed about half a year without football, I still found my talent at the position of back guard.

Bosses have gone today!

Since my bosses are Americans, citizens of the USA, who are compelled back to return personal income tax every year, we always have a one or two week period without bosses in lab. So, today is the date they chosen to fly back America.

Last year, this day was not so important that we were not on the critical path, from the boss’ words, or not included in the set of persons who were directly pushed by him. However, this year, after months of working on DVB, we are all tired and expecting such a day. The obvious change in lab today is that the most popular question exchanged from “Do you signed?” to “Has boss left already?”

Now we are beginning our two weeks’ fresh air.

Today’s jobs are over!

Maybe I am over tired today, or drink too little water. After a whole day working on countless projects and programs, my throat is so sour even pain that I would like to keep mouth sealed when talking. I suspect that I will fail down tomorrow, however, with the exactly realization that, at this very moment, my boss will never let me off lab a single day, I have to stay. There is only me who can take over myself now.

Nevertheless, strangely now, I feel a little relief. Thanks for the MSN, in these days I have reconnected with several my old friends, who I ever thought lost forever. Furthermore, I just finished a short chat with my one of my best friends in Wuhan, and suddenly received a short message from a high school acquaintance.

Less painful I feel in my throat now.

2005-03-18

Yesterday, 2005-03-17.

I experienced my second biggest suffering in BESL (Beijing Embedded System Key Lab).

The RF group of lab was cancelled, along with my buddy Zhancang, Wang. Since, for two years, the ICs designed by RF group had all been testified failed except one PA chip and one AD/DA chip, my two bosses crucially kicked out all the guys and work stuff there.

Furthermore, now, I, Benjamin, am the only one, who still stays in this terrible lab, who also comes from the Electronic and Control College. I guess, maybe by one or less than one year, the next one been kicked out is me. I need to change, search my route, before such an order.

Today, 2005-03-18.

Already moped for one whole night, coming to lab again, I found that my Sunday is cancelled by the rubbish DVBS project. I need to stay in Lab this week to debug it before the deadline at next Monday.

I am not complaining about my life, but proud of it. However, I feel sorrow for my friends here, and such sorrow steady my mind.

Too many lectures?

Today my boss asked me the question, “don’t you think you take too many lectures this semester?”, again, when she came across me. I know she was complaining about my absence this morning, since I was sitting in my wavelet lecture such while. I understood I need to explain, and said, “except for the wavelet this morning, other lectures are all compulsory.”

Actually, this was our madam boss, not our man or first boss, who is more inexpressible. Furthermore, this was not the first time that I had been bothered by such questions. Last semester, I had already been kicked out of lab once, for my lectures, too many to their thought. It is back again this time, however, much milder if compared to last year.

But, hi! I am a student here, a first year in graduated school. I need to attend to my lectures, I need knowledge from all fields and I need to learn by myself, by my interest.

I swear, I will be stuck with my side, never compromise again.

Can Character be Changed?

Be lessoned again last Saturday. When I was talking with mama last Saturday dinner, I complained about my roommates again, only about some trivial things. What answer I got was still the old saying, man should be tolerant. Although I know this was right deep from my heart, I still cannot stop complaining such things when with relatives.

I think men can be divided by three different kinds, men who are considerate from heart, men who look considerate and men who are not tolerate at all. I believe that I belong to the second kind, who appear tolerate to people around although still keep each trivial unhappy item in memory.

I do not know whether one’s character can be changed or not, however, I want to. Sometimes I really feel, to be a genteel guy, I should not put too much emphasis on such little losses or annoying words. Therefore, I always tell myself to be ignorant, to forget and to forgive, but it is easy to forgive but hard to forget, at least to me.

I am already tired everyday, so I need to forget, to seek free air by myself.